Missing in Action

It's been quite some time since I've blogged. I can't believe I missed the entire month of January. Even as I sit here now, too tired to make myself a cup of coffee, but also tired and cranky enough to know that I really need one is frustrating me. I guess that is the basic theme of my life at the moment. I'm tired. I am in my seventh month of pregnancy, battling the highs and lows of diabetes and trying to do my best to keep little Sara as well as myself healthy. It is safe to say that I am convinced that I need to lead a healthier lifestyle after I give birth. My goal is my pre-marriage weight minus thirty pounds. So I'm looking at losing 90 pounds. I will spare you and myself the embarrassment of posting my actual weight, which still astounds me. There are times when I look in the mirror and it's like I'm looking at a stranger. "Who are you, and how did you get here in front of my mirror?" I ask myself. This is not who I am, yet it is who I have allowed myself to become. Laziness has taken over my life,not to mention stress eating. Perhaps I should substitute running when I'm stressed! None the less, I am going to try to blog more on a consistent basis. I've missed writing, but just haven't found the energy to do so.